sadder than ever, i guess. almost three weeks ago, i cut myself deeper than ever because i lost the man i thought i loved. it was a forced breakup. i miss him. lately, i havent been eating much and i have lost six pounds so far. i dont really know what to do, he blocked me on everything even though we had an agreement to continue being friendly because who knows, we could get back together. now he is hanging out with the girl i did not approve of him talking to… whatever i hope he finds happiness.
also it doesnt really help not having any friends. but thats okay i guess, friends dont last.
im a hypocrite…i know.